♥ I'm Tired of Everythings
I really had enough !
These things will happen in this year !
I really don't wanna to live anymore !
I really tired of everythings !
Live a boring life every day in this year !
Teach me how to survive ?
Seriously, you have understand what my feeling ?
What I want, you know ?
You just know blame me no matter what I did well !
Even I did well, yet you have seen ?
To survive in this world does not seem to survive !
As no different !
I know that day I go out with him without tell you !
Yes. I admit it was my fault !
However, you need to do like that ?
Forget it. I don't wanna to fight go on !
This only will hurt the feelings of both mother & daughter !
How will you control me ?
You like, it's up to you !
These few day, I don't feel like to talk with my family !
I like to do my own thing at house alone !
Where you all go, I don't wanna to follow anymore !
I'm tired. I can don't talk with you all !
What matters, I would not choose you to say !
Don't worry about it. I will take good care of myself !
No one, can get in the way what I feeling of ?
How do you want to blame me ?
How do you want to scold me ?
How do you want to say me ?
How do you want to...... Or what ?
It's up to you all !
I don't want to be handled anymore !
Maybe you all think I've changed because of him ?
It's up to you all too !
Yes. I admit I was changed already !
But... Everthings need mention AJ this name everytimes ?
If you all think he can change everythings of me !
Then...... Next time don't need bother because of me !
Just let him control me, you all have one less trouble !
Once you mentioned I can forgive !
Maybe...... I really changed because of him !
Everytimes you mentioned AJ AJ AJ & AJ !
You know how offensive of it ?
I just quietly, I don't want to quarrel with you !
But you all getting too much !
Limits of each person's tolerance is limited you know ?
You all have your temper, I also have my temper !
You not the only one who has temper !
I know what happend I only will cry !
I know cry does not solve all the problem !
But...... I really feel tired about all of you !
I don't wanna to say too much with you all !
Because...... I really feel tired !
Sorry, I will handle my problem myself !
Don't wanna bother you all again because of me !
Live in this world I feel meaningless !
That my life is not perfect !
Sometimes, I would like a family sit and share about our mind !
However, when we tried to feel this way ?
Sometimes I'm sooo envious of others families !
They families have a good relation with parents !
What can be shared with their parents !
How about us ?
My mind I will share with my friend that who I trust !
How many friends you have is be friends with their true heart ?
I admit that I'm not believe in my friends sooo much !
I believe in myself more than I believe in my friends around me !
Even who the one that I love. I really too believe in myself !
I'm not totally don't believe in my friends around me & my love !
Sometimes also have half-believe, have doubt !
Friends, when you have betrayed ?
Can only say : I'm sooo Sorry, I very trust myself !
What I shared with my friends is more than my familie !
I really don't know how to communication with my familie members .
For me, communication with them is a difficult things !
I never had good communication with them through the day !
However, know that most things are the one who I love now !
Friends ? I'm not saying everythings !
I believe in him. I know he'll give me another opinion !
I like the way that we shared with each other ♥
Keep on, understand ?
私はあなたが欲しい、あなたが知っている ♥
My Beloved Precious ♥
Remember what my mom said to you that day !
What did she said, you according to do for her !
I really feel annoying with all this problem !
I feel tired all of things, but I still do care about you !
I really need to put more afford on my studies !
Because till now I didn't have my own target for my future !
I think we should not have any prior relationship !
Such a mess now !
I really do nothing. I don't know wanna how T.T
Left 9 months. I wanna fight for my SPM !
Hope after 9 months, I still love you sooo ♥
Now ?
Just can waiting for time to pass !
My Precious ♥
We can't shopping together anymore :(
We can't jogging together anymore :(
We can't yam cha together anymore :(
We can't meet each other anymore :(
We can't guji each other anymore :(
We can't hug each other tightly anymore :(
We can't holding each other hand take a walk at Desa Park City anymore :(
We can't dinner with each other anymore :(
We can't breakfast with each other anymore :(
We can't eat Apple Donut with each other anymore :(
We can't accompany each other anymore :(
We can't sayang each other anymore :(
Know sayang mean hor :)
You can't smell my sweet smell anymore :D
You can't guji me anymore :D
You can't pinch my nose, my face, my thigh anymore :D
You can't hug me anymore :D
You can't hold my small hand anymore :D
You can't eat Kit-Kat that I buy for you anymore :D
You can't take my wallet & my phone anymore :D
You can't accompany me anymore :D
You can't bear me anymore :D
You can't feed me memm memm anymore :D
You can't take tissue to clean my small mouth anymore :D
You can't wipe away my tears anymore :D
You can't sayang my small mouth, face, nose, forehead, hair & hand anymore :D
You can't bite my nose anymore :D
You can't meet me anymore, but don't forget to miss me & care me ♥
I can't meet my precious anymore T.T
I can't shopping with my precious anymore T.T
I can't smell my precious hair anymore T.T
I can't guji my precious anymore T.T
I can't yam cha with my precious anymore T.T
I can't pinch my precious nose anymore T.T
I can't hold my precious hand anymore T.T
I can't hug my precious anymore T.T
I can't sayang my precious left face anymore T.T
I can't bite my precious hand anymore T.T
I can't touch my precious face & eyes anymore T.T
I can't see my precious angry face anymore T.T
I can't eat Donut with my precious anymore T.T
I can't jogging with my precious anymore T.T
I can't dinner with my precious anymore T.T
I can't breakfast with my precious anymore T.T
I can't see my precious 38 look anymore T.T
I can't buy Kit-Kat for my precious anymore T.T
I can't meet you but I will. Miss, Care & Love you ♥
No one sayang me anymore !
No one accompany me jogging anymore !
No one accompany me go shopping anymore !
No one wipe away my tears anymore !
No one feed me memm memm anymore !
No one use tissue to clean my mouth anymore !
No one bring me out for dinner anymore !
No one bring me out for breakfast anymore !
No one bear me anymore !
No one guji me anymore !
No one hold my hand anymore !
No one help me to take my wallet & my phone anymore !
No one accompany me anymore !
No one can let me bite he hand anymore !
No one can let me smell he hair anymore !
No one can let me pinch he nose anymore !
No one can let me guji him anymore !
No one let me hug when I sleep anymore !
No one let me bully anymore !
No one can let me sayang he face & mouth anymore !
No one~ No one~ No one~
Know what I thinking about ?
My Precious ♥
Remember take care of yourself !
Remember drink plenty of water !
Remember don't smoking too much !
Remember take care when you drive !
Remember don't get drunk when 5.2.2011 !
Remember don't drink so much of alcohol !
Remember sleep early every day !
Remember miss me everyday.
Hahahahahaha :)
Remember guaii guaii don't naughty !
I'll LOVE YOU & MISS YOU. My Precious ♥
Not feeling well in these few day
Keep stomachache, eat what then vomit what
Hope recover as soon as possible
I waiting for my important day in February
Not Valentine day :D
Is my birthday. Haha :)
What present I will receive in this year ?
